Today Miss Alicia inspired me so much. I was listenin her new cd and I kept thinkin bout how it was and how it is, how I feel, how I want to be, with WHO i wanna be. He broke my heart & now it’s raining. But.. I finally came around, I’m back on solid ground, can’t let it get me down It’s alright. Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned. I gave him one more chance just like the time before, but he already knows I’d give a hungred more! Untill the night in bed, I wake up in a sweat, I’m racing to the door, can’t take it anymore. Because life perfect - ain’t perfect if You don’t know what the struggles for, Falling down ain’t falling down if You don’t cry when You hit the floor. It’s called the past cause i’m gettin past & I ain’t nothing like it was before! It’s alright…. Ohh and thing bout new guy.. : Imagine there was no tomorrow.. imagine that I couldn’t see your face… there’s be no limit to my sorrow, so all I can say… I wanna tell You something, give YOU something, show You in so many ways… cause it would all mean NOTHING if I don’t say something, before it all goes away… Don’t wanna wait to bring You flowers! waste another hour, let alone another day I’m gonna tell you something, show You something… won’t wait till it’s too late…

Posted: January 5th, 2008 under L.O.V.E..
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Life’s gettin a little bit crazier.. and faster. Maybe because of him, but maybe only because I have more things goin on. Anyway I had butterflies today. Damn it, how come… It was fabolous feeling, but I felt such a fool… I was sure ex didn’t knw I could find another him in a second, I let him talk this mess, that’s fine… He though I’ll never ever find a man like him. He was right, I found man who is much better than him. Cause he must not know about me, so I let him call up on that chick and see if she is home.. Oops.. i bet he thought that I didn’t know, What did he think I was puttin him out for?! Cause he was untrue…! But no, I don’t feel nothin now fo him. Even anger went away. lol. Yes. Lemmie tell You somethin more… Bout this guy who is the main reason of my butterflies today… I want him to tell me that we’ll be lovers and friends… I need to know if we’re gonna be lovers and friends… I want him to want be my lover & friend.. 

Posted: January 3rd, 2008 under L.O.V.E..
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I knw, I’m bad gal. Haven’t post here for ages. But here I am & I need to tell You I AM NOT ABLE to login to my yahoo messenger or AIM!!!! I’m sorry fo everybody who wanted to reach me there. Anytime You can still e-mail me - westchick@gmail.com How’s everything ? Damn… I have been wrong.. bout this gangsta boi. He made me blind, but You knw, how it is. He isn’t worth me and my time, so I’m movin on. Can I say i met someone… ? lol yes.. I did… But I won’t tell anything more… just 3 words… I FANCY HIM … so much (damn thats not 3 but 5 words! so let’s stay with this 1st version). Cute one, knw hw 2 treat a woman like me… We love the same thingz and uhm.. he’s amazing. But i’m not lettin him knw.. dunno why… maybe because NOW it’s really something I may call… You knw… uhm… something on L, dont wanna say it yet! Cross ya fingers and stay in touch with me! I’m gonna do something with it soon… oh.. or I’ll try! It’s always something…

I cant breathe when you talk to me,
I cant breathe when your touching me
I Suffocate when your away from me
So much love you take from me
Im going out of my mind

Posted: January 2nd, 2008 under L.O.V.E..
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Damn. Havent got time even to write somethin ere, but hey, thats how it is to be a busy woman! Sexy one haha ok.. soo.. plz gimmie your attention cause.. I need to tell You there is.. or there were one guy. I said “were” cause I’ve decided to slow down now and dont rush. He’s gangsta, but still cute and sweet. he’s been nice to me as hell, and I felt something from him. ya feel me.

Yea… forreal.. I feel him. but holla holla. Hows my school ?better change the topic haha, got trial matura exams next 3 daiz… But my friends are AMAZING, love em always and forever… la la la im gonna be your wifey! wifey! lalala im goin to take a shower! bye :* oh and Im addin some photos from our Dance Szal chickz session.

Posted: December 4th, 2007 under Just Life.
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Yea I feel brand new… I mean I’m cold and still have problems with my knees, but anyway IM SO OVER HIM! haha it’s been weeks since I’m ok, but I haven’t got time to write here. It’s because my school and dance. I’ve been on few competitions, won some and get more dance friends, even fans I can say haha. Our b-boyz did good in last competition, just like ours hh grup. I’m gonna perform on concert in Warsaw soon, with my NBP friends. Cool, still workin with my grup on new choreography, and hope its gonna rock! School sucks like always, but what can I say. I havent got time even for Japanese! S U C K S!!!!!!

Posted: November 13th, 2007 under Uncategorized.
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I need him like a heart needs a beat, but.. it’s nothing new….

M turned out to be dumbass, likeeveryother guy I’m startin to fancy. But whateva, fuck him. I can’t wait till weekend. Maybe I’ll meet K, who knows. I need a rest. I’m working too much nowdayz. But how the hell I can’t see the results of my working… Tomorrow Im goin with D in one place.. where one guy will do something for me… damn I’m scared but I cannot wait… You will see tomorrow whats up.

I Wish he would say “I’m sorry” and I would turn around and say ” it’s toooo lateeee to apologize….”. lol, who am I trying to screw? We all know I would hug him and say.. it’s ok… I don’t give a fuck that I cried so many times and so many times asked myself why You did it to me. I don’t give a … really… Thats how I am. no.. that’s how I am FOR him… I would forget about everything in one second if he would just like to hug me, or take my hand and say… ” I didn’t mean it. I care bout You”

But thats TOO DAMN STUPID. why ? cause I know he doesn’t care bout me anymore.. so leave Your dreamz gurl… do it…

Posted: October 18th, 2007 under Just Life.
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Tears comin down my face… oh wrong.. tears USED TO come down my face… He did what I need. He found somebody else, I know he dont care about me, and I USED to be so so so damn sad bout it, but now I dont give a shit homie! I really dont. Thanx to my friends, Iza for burnin photos with me, Diana for lovely hugz and Maciek for singin Krawczyk’s songs to keep me happy! haha

I DO LOVE M! this guy.. damn it. he’s fine, he can dance like nobody else. But… I wont ever tell him this…  

Posted: October 2nd, 2007 under L.O.V.E..
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Hi again. It’s kinda boring of me to always say “hi” “yo” “hey wassup” on the begining of my post but hey… I though it won’t be polite to stop using “welcome” words. So.. How are ya ? Me ? good, sittin most of the day in my room, just feelin lazy as hell. I find out that I can make a duet for competition in Lomza, but its gonna start on 13.10.2007 so 13 days left for me! I don’t know if I’ll make it, but hey, I can always try. I’m goin to watch TV and go to bed, cause I’m sleepy. Have some songs for you! Bone Thugs n Harmony - my love for long long time! soo… Enjoy.

Bone thugs n harmony - Lil love Can I get a little bit a L.O.V.E? lovely new/old sound of my boyz

Bone thugs n harmony - I tried Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets, It Ain’t my fault cause I, try to get away but trouble follows me…

Bone thugs n harmony - Never forget me All I want is for you to remember my name, So that you’ll never forget me

Bone thugs n harmony - 9mm Should I say anything else ?

Posted: September 30th, 2007 under Just Life, Music.
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Yo, wassup ? I’m doin better than yesterday, believe me. Dance workout is the best thing when I’m sad, mad, whateva. I just love it. Cannot wait till our 1st performance with this new mini formation choreography. It rocks! I know I’m tellin it everybody : “yo u know our new choreography is da bomb?!”, my friends probably cannot listen this shit no more haha, but its just me! Today I’m uploadin some 2pac jointz! Download em and enjoyyy 2pac loverz haha. More mp3 soon.

2pac - A crooked nigga too You can’t fuck with the crew, a crooked nigga too!! love this bit, Raphael Saadiq and ofc TUPAC!

2pac & Biggi - Runnin Damn, this song remind me of the times when my bro used to live with us… why am i fighting to live, if im just living to fight? why am I trying to see when there aint nothin in sight.. ? love this joint!

2pac - Holler if You hear me always lovin this song, some oldschool! Holla if ya hear me - PUMP PUMP if you’re pissed!!!

Posted: September 29th, 2007 under Music.
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Hi. You like Liyah ? I love this beautiful angel. I’m listenin her music now. You know it’s still kinda silly cause I am jeslous bout K. Bout the thing that he said so many times he will take me somewhere and go for a walk. And there was only talkin. Today I saw his status on messenger, girl name, then kiss, and thanking for amazing walk. Yeah thats what I needed. I need to get traumatic feeling to get him over my body, over my mind, over my heart, forever. Is that silly of me? Is that weak of me? I don’t think so, cause when You loved somebody so hard it won’t stop in 1,2 even 3 months… Time is all I need. I guess…

Posted: September 29th, 2007 under L.O.V.E..
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